Honestly?..

Tired of everyone judging, 
I focus on trying, 
I'm between screaming and crying.
I'm so indecisive, 
It's not that I wanna stay quiet, 
Its just that Words can't put together
what I want to express so I live in silence, 
Hidden behind laughter with Daily migrants, 
Shit if I told you the truth you thought id be lying..
Midlife crisis.. Hoping that the sun  starts rising, 
Focused on my hustle but the problems keep coming, 
I have my eyes aimed at the target but I'm no good at archery,  
I speak horribly of the irony of my anxiety, 
Dealing with these fucked up ass views of society, 
I need a bottle of rum cuz I'm suffering sobriety, 
Honestly...This is my honesty.